Sunday, 20 December 2020

DIRTY DESIRE

At the sight of her pink waist bead 
My libido caught inflation
Like a Marlian on weed
The tail between my thighs with passion like a volcanic eruption 
Launched forward like a tiger on its prey
Ushering in imaginations of a thousand and one way of devouring her in the eye of carton

Where and how do I start?
Roar dirty words of pleasure into her ears?
Shoot the arrow of my tongue into her narrow territory?

The way to start I have no idea
But in one way or the other
By the grace of the supreme being 
This work
In the eye of carton 
I shall consume 
If I perish, I perish!

©ABSOL
πŸƒπŸΎ‍♂️✨

Wednesday, 25 November 2020

WASTED LOVE! - By Adewumi Aderonke Aduke


Oh wasted love!
Reality of you hurts like piercing  of the skin
Leaving bitter tears in heart of the once beloved 

Loving you now does a lot of ache
And when you broke
A heart you cannot make
I died for your sake 

Oh wasted love!
Your presence felt like that of a calm dove,
Amazingly pleasant, 
But this ugly end is enough to break a hardworking ant

Now I shriek in fear at the mention of the word love
Yet it echoes round the whole world 
Like the pain of a hot rod
It lashes my heart

All of these is  understood by God

©RONKY

Tuesday, 24 November 2020

MY PAIN


Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You are sick of feeling numb?
You are not the only one 
I will take you by the hand 
And I will show you a world
A world that you cannot understand

Life is filled with hurt 
When happiness does not work
Trust me and take my hand
When lights go out, you will understand

Anger and agony 
Are sometimes better than the misery of happiness 
Trust me, I've got a plan
When the lights go off
You will understand better

©THE BLACK LADY πŸ‘©πŸΎ

Thursday, 19 November 2020

LIFE - By Ilonbi Faith

Full of happiness and sorrow
Full of comedy and tragedy 
A battle field for both the rich and the poor

Life,
Much lessons are learnt from you 
People we love
Have come and have gone
But the earth never stopped
And we all carried on 

Life,
Sometimes rough
Sometimes funny
Other times funny
Sometimes boost the anger in human
And leads to endlessly meaningless wars

Life,
It is an opportunity
Maximize it
It has always been like this
And will always be

Life wey no balance 

©TALLEST

WASTED LOVE - By Ilonbi Faith

All my precious time 
Energy, strength and commitment
Passionately wasted on someone who will never be mine 

Do my bucket of tears even worth anything?
Oh pointless tears
My heart bleeds 
My soul never gets to be in peace
Not anymore

All energy wasted on a cold and careless entity
I remember your words of falsehood
'I love you' was your best joke

Wasted love
Wasted desire 
Wasted heart 
Wasted feelings
Wasted roses 
Wasted joy
Wasted words that hurt more than they heal

How ironic, my love for you was just a waste

©TALLEST...

WASTED LOVE by Ugobor Miraccle

WASTED LOVE
My wasted love's upon your tongue
This is the continued song I've sung
This wasted time
Should be your crime
For all the things I have left behind
My love has vanished into smoke
Yet still remains my heart that's broke!
Do nothing more
Please set me free
My broken heart stays with me
Never again will you see
All of my trust
Was nothing more to you than lust?
My heart and love is all a waste
No one can ever fill this space
You must forget my love's embrace
My wasted love has been replaced
My love cannot be wasted
Yours cannot be wasted
But sometimes it can be
I want true love
Not the wasted ones
I will find my love
And my love will find me
For an unfulfilled love is a wasted love
©THE BLACK LADY πŸ‘©πŸΎ

Monday, 27 July 2020

NYSC IN THE LETTERS OF ALPHABET



NYSC IN THE LETTERS OF ALPHABET

(MY NYSC STORY)

MOBILIZATION

Spending four good years in the prestigious department of International Relations is not a child’s play but that is not the real deal, you know what the real deal is? The real deal is surviving the reality of Obafemi Awolowo University under different Vice-Chancellors and still be sane and humane, that is the real deal.

The four years of studying International Relations came to a productive end in July 2019 and another journey immediately was booked for August 20th, 2019 and that was the day my NYSC story started. It felt like a joke and unrealistic in the first place until the mobilization was confirmed for all and sundry to check their respective names. Hopes were not as high but miraculously we were mobilized and all was set for registration and commencement of the journey. Registrations were completed and all was set except for the call-up letter that was a little bit delayed.

 

CALL UP LETTER

Call up letter is like the visa and ticket to wherever the managements of NYSC has decided to throw one and it always comes with premium tears. Yes! Premium tears because that is when the reality of your new location will come on you and in my case, it was not different, in fact, it came with maximum premium tears, why?

As part of youthful belligerence, son of man desired and wanted to run as far away from home as possible but you know, it is said that things will and may not always go as we have planned them to go, it can be heartbreaking but that is the reality we all have to face at one point of our life or the other. It is why it is very important not to always put one’s mind at expecting things to go as we plan or desire it to be, sometimes the creator of the Universe have a plan for us but our heart desires most times do blur our sense of seeing and discernment. I was also a victim and here is how.

I chose Adamawa state, Cross River State, Ogun State, and I think Kano, you can imagine how far I desired to run away from Osun State but call up letter came late in the night on that Friday and guess where I was posted? Ekiti State! Now you see why to call up letter was an agent of maximum tears for me. Like Ekiti State in the southwest of Nigeria, less than three hours away from home with a transport fare of one thousand naira only, you can imagine right, now bring protective African Parents into your imagination. Yes! That was to be my reality but you know a lot of times when God is busy arranging a better tomorrow for us, we are always busy seeing the present. “Maybe that is the plan of God for you Sola,” my dad said as we departed to go and sleep. He must have gone to sleep with a joyful heart that it is Ekiti and that I was not going to be far away from home, but at my end, it was almost a sleepless night full of maximum premium tears, very sure God must have laughed at me that night saying “If only you know my plans for you are of good and not of evil…”

CAMP

Ask a thousand and one corps members worldwide, trust me, the response you will get is “Camp was the best part of NYSC experience” well before you start quoting me, that may be untrue for those that were not active during the course of the twenty-one days, but for those of us that began our service right from the camp, trust me, the camp was the best part of my NYSC experience.

The journey to Ise-Orun/Emure Ekiti where the permanent orientation camp of Ekiti State is located was a peaceful one physically but emotionally was full of anxiety, fear and uncertainty especially with the reality of the fact that I did not pick Ekiti. My spirit got fired up when I boarded the bus going to the camp and discovered that everyone on the bus with me did not pick Ekiti as well, at that point, I became motivated and let go of all worries because I hate to worry when others are worrying, instead, like I have been living in Ekiti State for the last ten years, I started answering questions regarding Ekiti and NYSC as if I were the PA to the Director-General of NYSC.

I began my leadership role and service to humanity from the very minute I stepped into the campground. Everyone was naΓ―ve and some afraid because of several uniform men around and being a military man by blood (my late father was a retired military personnel), I acted differently from every other prospective corps members present that moment which intrigued the uniform men because I carried me with such a charisma that the rest had to depend on me for survival at that point. Well one factor responsible for the automatic leadership role must have been my experience as an assistant class rep during the four years of undergraduate.

We were searched and taken through every procedure and had to wait until the last person using my pen was done before proceeding to the next stage. Instantly I started making friends and it was a hell of a fun meeting pretty ladies and handsome brothers from different part of the country. That day, I became more proud that I am a Nigerian.

It was time to go for the clothes provided by the management of NYSC including the khaki and boom, I found myself performing leadership role again, funny right? Upon getting to the covered pavilion, my platoon inspectors (Daddy and Mommy Yo!) instead of handing me my entitled properties, collected my documents and pleaded with me to assist in arranging the clothes as they ought to be for everyone to come and pick. I thought it was going to be just about arranging so I put my very best into it so as to be fast and continue with the rest of the camp adventure but you see I was wrong again. The reality of that came on me when Mommy Yo! Sat down and asked that I continue with the arrangements and handing over, and that was where my Camp experience started from.

Gradually the camp started getting filled and after working tirelessly at the covered pavilion, I was eventually freed and asked to go and prepare for the remaining events of the day. Could not really do much with my new roommates in the room before the sound of the trumpet was blown like Jesus was around to say hi before the rapture. In our whites, we were assembled on the plain field under the hot sun (under the sun or in the rain) and the adventure continued.

The military drill started immediately without much waste of time, I thought I had military blood in me until parade parade shun grabbed my muscles. We were grouped and in no time some few set of people were being selected for what I had no idea of. Initially thought those being excused were not good enough until I was touched. I was temporarily happy thinking I have escaped but again I was wrong, I was simply touched and excluded because I was assumed to be good. The happiness immediately disappeared as where I was taken to, was harder than where I was coming from.

After much drilling, I emerged as the SWEARING IN PARTY COMMANDER. Father Lord of Heaven, why me? With the title came a lot of rigorous activities and responsibilities. Trust me, humans are the hardest creatures to lead but with the help of God and four years of experience as the assistant class rep of my class and other leadership positions during the course of undergraduate, it was not really as hard but still hard not just as hard.

The fun of the camp continued after the opening ceremony and division into different platoons. When it was time to select the leaders of the platoon, guess what I did? Yes, you are right, I ran away and hide, after all, it was call up letter I was given not a death sentence. We voted and jubilated when the candidates for each position were elected. Yes, even inside the camp of 21 days, we still played the game of politics, I did not study International Relations for fun.

Ambrose Victor became our leader. I love that guy’s charisma and leadership qualities, some of which I later got to learn as we became close and related like brothers. Camp activities started earnestly and different things were highlighted for us to accomplish. I volunteered to be the coach of the female volleyball team (I love volunteering activities a lot, no stress of selection process, just go do your best and prove your worth), another experience and adventure that will not leave my memory for years to come, all thanks to Victoria, Victor Onoja and Samuel, we won the trophy! One important thing I learnt more during the course of 21 days was TEAMWORK. Your leadership experience will only be successful when you have a productive and result oriented team to work with.

Camp activities were fun and of course stressful. Having served as the Swearing in party commander, Platoon Seven Parade commander, guard one commander, cultural dance drummer, drama drummer, Volleyball coach (Champion team) and a whole lot of other activities, it is expected that PPA posting will be automatic state capital or at least a place not really as interior and again, I WAS WRONG but this time it was more heartbreaking because of all the activities I was innocently engaged in. I got engaged in all of them unintentionally, it was during the last days friends and families inside camp started raising my hope about being posted to capital because of obvious reasons which they have seen.

And guess where your favourite son of man was posted? AISEGBA EKITI, a rural community in Gbonyin Local Government of Ekiti that has not had electricity power supply for the last ten years. Yes! You read the right thing.

PPA

Place of Primary Assignment! Well, the truth is, Aisegba may not have an electricity power supply but trust me they have love and every other thing needed in a sane human society.

Because I studied International Relations and the fact that Ekiti State does not have any other industry except education (still wondering why the state is not the largest producer of rice and other quality agricultural products in the world), I was posted to Holy Trinity Group of Schools to teach Government (my favourite subject any day anytime and anywhere) but I did not teach government, rather I thought English Language and Literature-In-English. Very funny right?

Well the reason was simple, there was an existing Government who was not ready to leave the subject (the subject can be addictive to teach and to learn if you are really committed to it), and as a result of that, I was asked of other subjects I can teach, with vast experience and knowledge of teaching English Language and Literature-In-English (my life) coupled with the fact that I was an art student back then at Unique Minds International College, Opa, Ile-Ife, I quickly suggested the two subjects and without much stress, I was allocated the two subjects. I was very happy not just because I have another opportunity to impact lives but also because I was going to be teaching the two subjects I am so passionate about.

Accommodation was secured (not giving you guys the full gist of that) and I had to sleep on the cold floor for almost a week before a senior colleague decided to take me in pending the time the school will allocate my own personal bed to me. But the story did not end there.

After four weeks of passionately teaching English Language and Literature-In-English to the students of SSS 1-3 and giving the art students the boldness and the motivation they needed to remain and excel even as an art student as against the popular misconception about art class, a major issue came up, the school needed a science teacher that can take Chemistry which I was not of course qualified for, but there was someone else that was qualified for it but posted to a Primary School, Victor Onoja an excellent graduate of the department of Biochemistry, Kogi State University.

The principal of my school was confused on what to do as no corps member was willing to switch to go and teach in primary school. The principal did not inform me because according to him, he did not want to let me go as one of his staff and those he was willing to let go for the swapping deal were not coming forth because nobody wanted to go to a primary school to teach.

The art students were doing fine but the science students were suffering, then I became passionate and felt pity for them. I painfully went to plead with the principal to give my subjects back to the person taking them before so I can go for the swapping because as a versatile individual, I believed I would fit into the primary education sector. My principal was initially reluctant but because he cannot eat his cake and have it, I managed to convince him by offering him a proposal that if I am needed at any point to help my students, he should call on me and with that he finally agreed.

The day of the swapping came and painfully I left the senior secondary school to go and become a primary school teacher. Everyone in my school went against the decision but we have already concluded before even informing them, LGI made the swapping official and I relocated to Liberation Nursery and Primary School, Aisegba-Ekiti where my service to humanity adventure continued.

I have had the experience of dealing with children in the past but that was as an MC and a playful uncle/brother never as a teacher, but with a mind made up for the worse, I went for the adventure.

I was allocated Primary five (5) and those kids were super amazing, though it was not as easy in the beginning but we were able to reach a compromise and got going very well. We had a slogan in my class “Talk to each other with respect and treat each other with Love”, the proprietor was surprised and in no time, gradually the behaviour of the children changed, we got closer and closer and I was able to build an excellent relationship with all of them because I did not allow for teacher-pupil relationship, rather I developed a friend-friend and brother-brother-sister relationship.

Trust me, teaching in a primary school is more stressful because you have a full class and day to yourself unlike secondary school where you have periods and staff room, here you are everything. But was able to adjust and flow well during my stay. I knew when my kids are tired and when they are motivated to work, occasionally, I tell them stories both fictional and non-fictional stories, other times out of my meagre money, I used to sponsor their snacks, an act that became a part of me when I realized some of them used to come to school on empty stomachs which affected their performances, and so in my best capacity, I made sure each of my pupils leaves school smiling and eager to come to school the following day.

My relationship with the proprietor was not that of staff to a boss relationship but that of a father to son relationship. I loved his ideologies towards his work and his charisma and I gave him nothing less than my very best.

It was time for the first term examination and seeing the cost of typing and printing in Aisegba is very expensive due to the absence of electricity, I took it upon myself to type all of the exam questions and do all of the printings using the school’s printer and my rickety laptop. It was an adventure that earned me some form of abuse from fellow corps members owing to the fact that they felt I was doing more than expected, but I did not mind neither did I listen because I just wanted to serve and be relevant but above all, to be remembered for something.

Did same for the second term and in no time, the school became my second place of abode. The third term came and it was time to prepare my brothers and sisters for the upcoming common entrance which COVID-19 will not later allow them to write. In collaboration with the proprietor, I volunteered to take the kids on extra classes strictly for common entrance preparation. That singular act changed my timing and scheduling. I was now resuming to school earlier and leaving later while still running my own personal mini-tutorial centre for the JAMB and WAEC students alongside my already existing home lesson which I was doing almost for free. The stress was much but I was happy going through the stress because I was happy and passionate about what I was doing. COVID-19 came and disrupted everything but before the unceremonious Passing Out Parade, I made sure I finished typing and printing the school’s third term examination scripts to enable the school function optimally with speed upon resumption and of course had an agreement with my Proprietor now daddy to call on my if needed on the condition that if I am still available and around Ekiti State.

COMMUNITY DEVELOPMENT SERVICE (CDS) PROJECT

Of course, NYSC Story is never completed without CDS project. Served as the Social Director for my community and it was a very interesting tenure, though the pandemic will not allow for proper enjoyment but the short period was worth every moment of it as I was able to initiate and with the help of my team execute social events that further brought the corps members of Aisegba-Ekiti together and united us all. Activities such as Social Night, early morning Saturday jogging which was executed with the support of the sports director, online social activities and many more that the little time could permit. But that was not all.

My CDS group was about educational development (Education and I are definitely 5 & 6 just as Chelsea FC with 3) and it was mandated for us to execute a project along that line. After much deliberations, we were able to agree on organizing “AISEGBA INTER-SCHOOL INTELLECTUAL COMPETITION” which massive participation of all levels of classes from the primary up to the Senior Secondary level. It was indeed a success and we were able to make our impact.

The success of the event was as a result of the hard work of the committee where I diligently served as the Head of Logistics and fellow corps members who cooperated maximally to make it a landmark success.

NIGERIA CORPERS’ CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP

Oh yes, I served in the NCCF as well. In everything you do, never leave God factor out, no matter how busy and occupied you may be, trust me, never be too busy to serve God. I was not really as frequent at NCCF because the location was far from my base and another reason was simply that I was the bible study teacher at my RCCG church in Aisegba, notwithstanding, I never missed the joint zonal fellowship because I was one of the drummers at the NCCF and Ope (Music Director) will not even allow me to miss the service. NCCF was fun and intriguing and every moment spent there was worth it especially on the drums.

AND THAT IS MY NYSC EXPERIENCE IN THE LETTERS OF ALPHABET.

© ABSOL


Saturday, 16 May 2020

"IYA SUNDAY"










To everyone there is a human messiah 
The one who can and will at any point let go of their own desire
Just to see you fulfil your own desire

To everyone there is that special human being 
Ready and always willing to sacrifice their last 
Just to see you not coming last
The one who can and will at any time let go of their gold 
Just to see you become gold

To everyone there is a super woman and a wonder woman
To everyone there is a mother! 
And to me,  you are the one maami - my wonder woman

Ever strong and resilient 
Courageous and determined
Ever brilliant, intelligent and beautiful

Lucky and blessed I am to have you as my mother 
Forever shall I cherish, love and care for you

This is just my own way of celebrating you on this day
Which is your birthday
Happy birthday Maami πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—


©ABSOL
πŸƒπŸΎ✨

Tuesday, 12 May 2020

RAIN OF EMOTIONS



Getting emotional is not for everybody but for some of us it is a daily business and most times our emotions tend to control our sense of reasoning sometimes,  especially when it comes to matter of love. Therefore Rain Of Emotions...

In this anthology/book, you will get to read my early love poems, some written as far back as 2015. Just felt like bringing back old sweet memories. It is the first of the series, perhaps in the future, more of it will surface. But for now just kindly follow the link below and have a good read of some of my early love poems,  who knows, some of them might get you emotional because LOVE IS SWEET! 


Sunday, 10 May 2020

EXPRESSION




The wait is finally over! The Anthology is here! 

As promised, it is going to be worth the reading as every page and diction is full of expression. 

Get a copy for free for yourself and do well to share the gospel unto others. Thank you as you do so. Your comments and feedback will be really appreciated. 

HE NEVER CAME BACK!

(from the broken heart of a broken soul) 




I am not a sadist
I was never one
He just never came back 

I waited a thousand and one years
Right in my presence quadrillion of seconds went by
But I kept on waiting 
Perhaps he will show up
And of course he refused to come back

Have you ever been in love? 
Have you ever felt that feeling? 
That sensational feeling 
That makes the breeze pause 
Sun cold and moon hot
Yeah, that feeling! 
That makes you weak and vulnerable 
I had it for him
He never knew though
Perhaps the reason he refused to come back
But the truth is he never came back

Am I even making any sense? 
I really don't have to be 
That's how I always was whenever with him
But damn! He never came back to know

Now I have to pretend all is well
That's a reality far from truth though
But that is the bitter reality I have to live till he comes back

But if he refuses to 
Then the pretense shall continue
Should I die? 
And he shows up
Tell him I loved him till my death 
No one else. 

©ABSOL

Thursday, 7 May 2020

THE FLORENCE NIGHTINGALES



The angels in white gowns
Beautiful and handsome in different colours, races and sizes 

Beautiful yet very compassionate
Handsome yet very caring

They are the lives that take care of lives 
Even at the expense of their lives

The protectors of lives without amunitions 
Like the clock 
And just like God 
They work all round the clock

Night, morning and afternoon, always on duty
Even when when officially retired 
Do they stop being on duty? 
Hell no! They are never tired 
They are simply Nurses of this world

They are... 

Natural
Understanding 
Radiant 
Sincere
Ebullient
Servants to human kind

©ABSOL

Monday, 4 May 2020

EXPRESSION!

At House Of ABSOL (HOA) if there is anything we cherish most,  it is EXPRESSION. 
Personally I believe in the power of expression and it is on this reality that this Anthology is built. 
It started like a ruse but it is gradually coming to reality as all hands are on the table working day and night. To be made available shortly on as many platforms as possible. 

12 Prolific writers! 
10 topics to be expressed!
About 120 poems to be inked! 
It is going to be worth every bit of your time of reason,  wait for it! 




 

Sunday, 3 May 2020

BACK!

It has been a really long time since I last posted on my blog and it is a pain in my heart to leave my readers and followers with nothing to read for that long period of time. I am sorry.

Obeying the clarion call has not been as easy but guess I am ready again to take it up from where I stopped.

I have a lot in my library to offer so just take it easy with me and follow me down this journey.

Meanwhile you can just do well to refresh your memory of this house by taking a ride round the previous works uploaded. I am sure you will love them. Enjoy