HE NEVER CAME BACK!

(from the broken heart of a broken soul) 

I am not a sadist

I was never one

He just never came back 

I waited a thousand and one years

Right in my presence quadrillion of seconds went by

But I kept on waiting 

Perhaps he will show up

And of course he refused to come back

Have you ever been in love? 

Have you ever felt that feeling? 

That sensational feeling 

That makes the breeze pause 

Sun cold and moon hot

Yeah, that feeling! 

That makes you weak and vulnerable 

I had it for him

He never knew though

Perhaps the reason he refused to come back

But the truth is he never came back

Am I even making any sense? 

I really don't have to be 

That's how I always was whenever with him

But damn! He never came back to know

Now I have to pretend all is well

That's a reality far from truth though

But that is the bitter reality I have to live till he comes back

But if he refuses to 

Then the pretense shall continue

Should I die? 

And he shows up

Tell him I loved him till my death 

No one else. 

©ABSOL