He was your first
Yes! Fine!
He hurt you
Yes! Awesome!
He humiliated you
Fantastic!
He sexually harassed and assaulted you
Much more fantastic!
But you know what?
I am not him!
I am not him!
I am not the monster that made your life miserable!
I am not him!
I am not the devil that raped you repeatedly and abused you!
Yes! I AM NOT HIM!
Want to cry? Yes go ahead and do so, but shed not those precious tears
I am simply me
The innocent me ready to love you against all odds
Yes! And I mean all the words
The scar he left I want to wipe
The tears he left I want to wipe
The wounds he left I want to heal
The heart he repeatedly broke I want to meticulously heal
Therefore, sweetheart, stop comparing me to him
It will take time but the fact remains...
I AM NOT HIM!
©ABSOL
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